Khloé Kardashian Snaps at Lamar Odom Throughout Tense & Awkward Dialog About His Overdose

After Khloé reached out to her ex to see if he wished to select up a few of his belongings she’d held onto, the pair met up at Malika Haqq’s residence and reminisced on their marriage, his drug use, overdose and why she kicked him out of her home after being by his facet all through his restoration.

“I really like you for attempting your hardest with me. Love, I do not suppose it’s going to ever go away, I do know it will not. I am a really non secular particular person. You marry anyone, you get married in entrance of God,” he mentioned, expressing remorse for his habits after they mentioned “I do.” In response, Khloé informed him, “I do not suppose you make that dedication if you cannot honor it. That is on you.”

In a confessional, she mentioned she informed him “loads of occasions” what he could be shedding if he did not form up, including, “I did not simply let go, belief me … you do not at all times get second probabilities and you may’t maintain doing f–ked up s–t and anticipate individuals to remain round.”

As he informed her he had loads to be sorry for, particularly when it got here to his drug use, she questioned what made him cease. He mentioned he wished to be round for his youngsters, in addition to wanting their respect, earlier than sharing that he wished issues between him and Khloé weren’t “so tense.”

“I assume in due time, in case you give me the chance, you will see how real and a modified man [I am]. And I am in all probability cool sufficient to be your pal,” he informed her. “As I get older and begin to understand what I may need affected due to that, [it’s] hurtful.”

The 2 then determined to name Kris Jenner up over FaceTime, a transfer which actually shocked the momager — as Lamar informed her, “I am so significantly better now, now I am with the love of my life over right here. Praying her to forgive me and all this different s–t.” He additionally referred to as Khloé “one of the best spouse ever,” earlier than referring to Kris as “mother.”

In a confessional, Kris broke into tears, praising her daughter for having “the energy” to satisfy with Lamar, in addition to Odom for exhibiting up.

“That needed to be laborious for him to stroll in. I really feel a number of forgiveness for him and clearly love him and felt dangerous that he had this habit that he could not management,” Jenner added. “And I used to be devastated for my youngster who– that was the love of her life and he or she thought that was her fortunately after and it did not work out that method for them. It is loads. It is loads to wrap my head round.”

After the decision, Lamar additionally received choked up over how a lot Kris cares for her daughters — telling his ex, “It jogs my memory, in case you received a mom that helps you, how robust that s–t is.”

He then informed Kardashian she seemed good, as Khloé remarked that the entire assembly “has been very awkward” to this point. Odom made it much more uncomfortable by telling her, “Although I might have liked so that you can put in me in a dip and put your tongue down my throat, to interrupt the ice, I used to be kinda anticipating awkward a little bit bit.”

She then identified that they have not been married for 10 years, including that they ended issues “on the worst of phrases” potential. Khloé then informed him cease regularly referring to her as “babe,” saying, “It would not play with me … final time I noticed you, you could not communicate.”

When Malika — who was witness for among the dialog — mentioned that was a “harsh” remark,  Kardashian then pushed again laborious.

“It is not harsh, it is the reality. The reality f–king hurts. It hurts one time. A lie hurts 7,000 occasions. But when I let you know the reality one time, that you may’t name me that since you could not communicate, whose fault is that?” she requested. “His fault he could not communicate as a result of he determined to do naughty issues someplace he should not have completed it. His fault. Not my fault.”

That is when Lamar denied he did cocaine earlier than his overdose at a Las Vegas brothel, one thing he has maintained in interviews because it occurred, implying he was drugged. That narrative, nonetheless, is one thing Khloé clearly would not imagine.

“You don’t have any thought what occurred that day. Thank god. However I do. Do not discuss if in case you’re not going to be trustworthy,” she informed him, getting heated.

“I used to be there when your father mentioned pull the plug so he may be in your life insurance coverage. I used to be there. So was Kim, so was my mother. I used to be there if you had 6 coronary heart assaults, 12 strokes,” she informed him. “We transferred you from Vegas to Cedars, I used to be there for all of it, I used to be there for you for 4 months. I received staph an infection as a result of I lived in a hospital.”

Beforehand-unseen residence video confirmed her with Lamar within the hospital, as she confirmed him a photograph of him together with his youngsters, asking whether or not he knew who they had been.

“Do you bear in mind why … have you ever by no means thought why did we cease speaking fully?” she then requested Lamar, as he informed her, “as a result of how I did medication after that.”

“Why on earth would somebody … you possibly can’t speak, I needed to educate you scorching from chilly, diapers, tips on how to stroll, all that,” Khloé continued. “You had sufficient consciousness to get a burner telephone to name a drug supplier to get what you wanted to get, to ship safety away, to do what you wanted to do for me to search out out and for me to punch you within the face. I punched you within the face and shattered every little thing in that home.”

That, he mentioned he did not even bear in mind taking place.

And with that, Khloé awkwardly wrapped up the already-awkward dialog by saying she needed to go decide up her youngsters. The pair hugged goodbye, earlier than he mentioned in a confessional that he felt like “100 kilos” had been lifted off his shoulders. “Hopefully I can proceed to get to know her a little bit extra,” he added.

In her personal confessional, Khloé mentioned the dialog made her understand how “pessimistic” she is now, in distinction to how “naive and trusting” she was when she was married to Lamar. “I’ll by no means get that again, however possibly that is okay. Do I feel I wanted to undergo all this bulls–t? No. Hopefully, I am tapped out,” she added.

“As we speak was loads, to say the least. I do know that I really feel relieved, I really feel happy with myself,” Khloé then concluded. “I really feel like that is a part of my shedding course of whereas I am making ready to get into my fourth decade of life.”

Later within the hour, Khloé stuffed in each Kris and sister Kim Kardashian on her sit-down with Lamar — prompting Kim to joke, “Ought to I name Kris Humphries?”

“It was actually unhappy. It is bizarre. I really feel like some moments I kind of blacked out. Like I am in autopilot. I do not actually understand how I mentioned bye,” Khloé recalled, earlier than admitting in a confessional she was “so anxious internally” and “uncomfortable” all through the “overwhelming” assembly.

“He was mumbling like a motherf–ker. I am going, what are you nervous about?” she shared, relaying how Lamar got here in with flowers, champagne and a cake, one thing all of them thought was “very candy.” That response, nonetheless, made Kim understand they at all times “really feel dangerous for individuals” they in all probability should not.

“Like, this man cheated on you. Why am I like, ‘Oh my god, he purchased you a cake?’ Why are we like this? We have to go have a gaggle remedy session,” she joked, as Khloe mentioned that whereas she feels dangerous for Lamar and is rooting for him, she’s “not going to be with the man” sooner or later.

“We received into a little bit backwards and forwards when he was like, ‘I wasn’t on any medication.’ I simply can’t with that story,” Khloé then informed them. “I am like, you are dedicated, do what you gotta do to be ok with it. I used to be like, I used to be on the hospital, I do know what was in your blood. Are you kidding me? He would not bear in mind how lengthy he was there.”

Kim then recalled how Khloé introduced Lamar down to satisfy Saint when she gave start, as they had been each in the identical hospital on the identical time.

“What I went by with Lamar was so f–ked up in such a distinct method, it took away my innocence. Possibly that is what occurs if you get married in 9 days,” she mentioned, admitting they in all probability did get married “method too rapidly.”

“But when somebody requested if I might change something, I would not change a factor. If it wasn’t for medication, I do know we’d nonetheless be married ’til right this moment,” she then informed her mother and sister. “I haven’t got a query about that. I do know I picked the best particular person at the moment. No person knew he was on medication till it was at the least a 12 months in. That is what was so terrifying.”

Trying forward, she mentioned she would not suppose she’ll ever actually enable herself to “have my guards down” round Odom, contemplating all she went by with him, and wasn’t certain “what to do” with him saying he’d like for them to be associates.

“He would acquire a lot extra out of that friendship than I might acquire. He would not add something to my life. It might be such a one-way friendship. I am too drained,” she mentioned. “That is additionally a giant cause why I am not leaping into courting. I wish to make certain I am in a strong, pleased place in my life … and I am not lonely, determined to satisfy somebody.”

The dialog ended with Kim assuring her she has “a very good one coming” her method.

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